A few days off of here and I started to not care about being thin

What the fuck was I thinking?

I need to get back on track. That horrible self destructive track

When I feel angery or anxious I will exercise or fast. If I do not have to work tw calories will be low. After this week. This week I am eating “normally” to trick my metabolism and prove to myself that I can do it. But tomarrow is the first of July. I should start a month long program.

Oh I will tonight I will map it out