here's the thing...

i dont give a fuck

i can't do what you want me to anymore

ask me something. but dont be offended if i don't get to it right away. the computer doesn't control my life.

"some say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one."i have crohns disease. i am 21, but i feel like i'm 12. i laugh a inappropriate times and cry when there's nothing to cry about. i have tattoos and piercings and change my hair color like it's going out of style. i favor old fashion over the latest trends. i am constantly chasing after what isn't there. i believe that some beauty cannot be captured on film, in paint, or in clay but only in the mind. i am slowly dieing but swiftly living. i am a free captive of my own mind. aye aye captain.

you know you wanna

Notes

June 23, 2010

there is a tornado coming and i’m in class. i thought i was over my panic attack. guess what it’s back. fuuuuck i’m terrified of thunder…